The singer was asked: “Previously, you said it was difficult to find a balance between work and motherhood. How is it now?”
Rayhon replied: “It’s the same now. It’s still difficult, and inside me there’s still a very strong anxiety.
Even now, while I am here, I feel a strong sense of guilt — my children seem alone there. I don’t know if it’s feelings from my own childhood or if I’m just realizing how quickly my children are growing up. They are growing up very fast. I miss their little years so much.
Now my children have already grown. For example, Islam is taller than me. And realizing this is hard — they are now teenagers, almost adults.
I really miss their childhood. And I don’t know how to choose the right path: whether to work or not. Not working is impossible, but working isn’t easy either. This question is still very difficult for me.
And this feeling of guilt hasn’t left me yet. Because I want to give them everything — I want to give what I don’t even have myself,” she answered.
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